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expectant: prayers and hopes for a new school year

Today students will walk into room 122 for the start of my tenth year as a middle school teacher. I will stand at the door, anxious for a year of smart, funny, and slightly annoying eighth graders. I don’t think you ever lose the butterflies, no matter how many times you have the first day of school. It is, and will always be, exciting and nerve-wracking.

This year I feel expectant in a way I haven’t before. I can sense a shift has happened recently–a move that I can’t quite name–but I know it will make my classroom look different this year. I will look different this year. Not physically, because other than a summer tan, I look the exact same as I did in May when I said goodbye to last year’s students. But inside things feel more alive, more calm, more focused, more patient, and more caring.

I feel more.

prayers and hopes for a new school year

I’ve been praying about the school year, praying for my students. I teach hard kids, kids that have seen too much, know too much of the wrong things, and have lost too much. Years ago I had to figure out how to love them from a distance because loving them up close was exhausting and painful. I couldn’t handle all their chaos and be healthy. But now I think it’s time for me to get back in. I’m stronger and ready, capable in a way I haven’t been before.

This morning before the buses arrive, I’ll walk around my classroom praying for the students that will soon fill my seats. I’ll ask God for open hearts, kind words, and hard workers. For me, I’ll ask for patience, compassion, and endurance. Because today I’m fresh and ready for them, but by February I will be worn and tired. I will forget the electric feeling of the first days of school, and we’ll be settled into a routine that can feel suffocating.ย  So I’ll pray for February today, too. I’ll pray for energy when the dreary winter days set in, I’ll pray for eyes to see what students really need from me, and I’ll pray for time to give them the attention they all deserve.

This year I want a classroom filled with laughter, good books, and maybe a few tears because great literature moves you. I’m planning to teach my advanced kids how to blog and makes millions. I’ll make readers out of the kids who have never read a book to completion before. I’m going to drill the rules for their, there, and they’re into their heads so we can start cleaning up painful Facebook and Instagram posts. And I’m going to teach everyone to put their names on their papers, so help me God.

Welcome to my classroom, class of 2020. I’m so glad you’re here.

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Comments

  1. Emily says

    July 27, 2015 at 1:08 pm

    The Class of 2020 — that’ll make someone feel old! Best wishes for a wonderful year, Mary.

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    • mary says

      August 2, 2015 at 6:42 pm

      Thanks Emily! And yes, thinking that they’ll graduate in 2020 makes me feel crazy old. That will be my twenty year high school reunion. Oh geez.

      Reply
  2. Kim says

    July 27, 2015 at 5:44 pm

    Best wishes for a triumphant year! I hope your students enjoy your humor & wisdom as much as I do:)

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    • mary says

      August 2, 2015 at 6:44 pm

      Haha, thanks Kim! Some of them get it, but some of them just think I’m super weird. ๐Ÿ™‚

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  3. Lynne says

    July 27, 2015 at 9:54 pm

    I laughed out loud when I read the part about teaching them to put their name on their papers. Good luck with that one!

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    • mary says

      August 2, 2015 at 6:45 pm

      I know, it’s never going to happen, but I will keep fighting the good fight!! ๐Ÿ˜‰

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  4. Ashlyn Forstall says

    July 28, 2015 at 10:23 pm

    I hope someday my children will have a teacher as dedicated as you. May God Bless you and keep you on your journey this year.

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    • mary says

      August 2, 2015 at 6:46 pm

      Thanks Ashlyn, that compliment is the best.

      Reply
  5. amy says

    August 12, 2015 at 7:17 am

    Have an awesome year, Mary! I love this post. Hope the there/ir/’re fight is a success…you crack me up. I’ll be carrying on in my elementary library borrowing some of your prayers and fighting some of these same fights.

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    • mary says

      August 12, 2015 at 11:26 am

      Thanks, Amy! I hope you have an amazing year also. ๐Ÿ™‚ And good luck with those wiley elementary kids. Bless you for being brave enough to teach the little ones, those little boogers scare me. HA!

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